deblog

Ummm yeah…. Sorry about my brief absence from the world…. I’m alive…. This has been a crazy semester. Going to school and teaching from 8-4 everyday has been tons of fun…. but also extremely exhausting… It is like having a full time job that you don’t get paid for. And what could be better than that… right? So anyway I have been having a great time doing it despite the exhaustion. The teacher I am working with is absolutely amazing!!!! If I had applied for an internship I maybe could have been working with her again next semester but I was too scared to apply for one…. My teacher could have recommended me… but I never really made it seem like I was interested… or she doesn’t think I would be good at an internship… which is possible… because the thought of an internship still scares me…

But anyway… I absolutly love being in the schools all day… there is nothing better than it…. even on days when I leave with a headache…. It has helped me realize that this is something I really want to do…. it is going to be hard…. but I want to do it!!!

So I have been coming home most days not wanting to do anything but fall asleep on the spot… Jason has been wonderful about putting up with my laziness and bad moods when I get home…. I like him… We almost never see each other…. but he has had a ton of work to get done at night… and I’ve been gone all day… so it’s ok….

Wow…. over a month….. ooops…. sorry bout that…